Pleasure of Pain

Love is not enough with you,

That sugar-coated love,

That over-rated love,

It does not define us,

Come; walk out through the darkness of love

And hurt me this time,

Elate me, agitate me,

Defeat me, destroy me,

The tender touch of love,

My skin won’t sense it

Agonise me in love,
that’s all my heart feels,

Leave my wounds exposed,

And let it worsen up
I find solace in this pain.

Let the suffering be a part

of my being,

Never take that away,
or substitute it with love,

Peace lies in pain,
Never coated with sugar,
not defined in degrees,

Never misread,

or interpreted wrong,

Without hopes, without dreams,

This is the way,
I want your essence to stay this way,

So devoid me of myself,

And fill me up with you,

I won’t shed a tear then,

Even a drop of you,
I won’t lose,
like I lost myself in that moment.

Let the time fly back

to that moment,

When I was you,

And you were me,

Entwined with an ethereal sin,

A sin of our eternal love

Eternal ache,

My sacred sin,

That still connects us.